I feel really wise when I drink out of a coffee cup. I don't drink coffee; I drink water. However, if said water originates from a coffee cup, I feel wise.
That's what I was thinking during fifth hour today, when I kindofsortof interacted with a human being.
Kind-of.
But not really.
Here's how it went in my head:
Insignificant other: Look at that fag. Stupid homo.
Me: Shut up. Seriously? All I've heard from you constantly all year round is fag this and fag that. You are without a doubt the most ignorant being I have ever had the displeasure of encountering. Please for the sake of all people that understand the most basic,
I stand
in a meadow
hunched over
myself, and feeling wary.
Alone.
Carefully, as
not to disturb
a soul,
I raise my drowsy eyes
and peek about.
I see
before me a
sea of weeds
taking over the meadow
in which I stand.
They are darkness.
Discarded seemingly carelessly
within the labyrinth of darkness
are spots of light.
Flowers.
And I mourn for the flowers.
For they will die.
The weeds
will kill them.
You speak to me
then. I shiver
with what is
trepidation and
detest.
All in one breath
weak at the knees
and angry
I fall before you,
and yet nothing.
Shamefully, I
lie, face in the dusty
barren sea of weeds li
Telling a Girl You Love Her... by RawrMonsterRawr, literature
Literature
Telling a Girl You Love Her...
When Telling a Girl You Love Her: A message to thick-skulled boys from a sincerly offended woman.
When telling a girl you love her for the first time, you should NOT
-do it via text message
( i luv u babe
Life starts as a seed. Small and seemingly insignificant, we blow in the wind, scatter, and try to find our place in the world. Hopefully, eventually, we find where we belong. And then, we begin to grow. We grow together, and as we grow, we learn.
We learn about the glorious things in life that -like the sun and the rain- help us grow, stretching our ever fragile limbs to the sky and reaching our potential. Like anything in life, however, our blessed existence isn't perfect. We also learn about the hard things, like a drought (or even something as simple as writers-block). But the hardships in life make us stronger.
We
It starts out as a speck, an imperfect little smudge on the clear window of life. It isn't that noticeable, but you seem to bend yourself around it to hid and demolish it. You twist and turn your increasingly depressive and dark thoughts around it. You are distorted. It grows and spreads like blood on water. You bend your neck to hide your face in unmasking shame. How dare you not be exactly like everyone else? Growing like weeds in your heart, your little imperfection squeezes and restricts your thoughts until you cannot recognize your face in the mirror. Your thoughts mesh together and slowly shrink into a blissful nothing. Self-destructi
Pitter-patter, whisper storm.
Raindrops in my head.
As I sleep, it pitter-pats
and drips into my bed.
It drip drip drops and splashes
and rains for days, it seems.
Then splish splash sploosh; pretty soon
it's raining in my dreams.
I can not sleep. Can't even think-
insomniatic dread.
'Till pitter-pa
I feel really wise when I drink out of a coffee cup. I don't drink coffee; I drink water. However, if said water originates from a coffee cup, I feel wise.
That's what I was thinking during fifth hour today, when I kindofsortof interacted with a human being.
Kind-of.
But not really.
Here's how it went in my head:
Insignificant other: Look at that fag. Stupid homo.
Me: Shut up. Seriously? All I've heard from you constantly all year round is fag this and fag that. You are without a doubt the most ignorant being I have ever had the displeasure of encountering. Please for the sake of all people that understand the most basic,
I stand
in a meadow
hunched over
myself, and feeling wary.
Alone.
Carefully, as
not to disturb
a soul,
I raise my drowsy eyes
and peek about.
I see
before me a
sea of weeds
taking over the meadow
in which I stand.
They are darkness.
Discarded seemingly carelessly
within the labyrinth of darkness
are spots of light.
Flowers.
And I mourn for the flowers.
For they will die.
The weeds
will kill them.
You speak to me
then. I shiver
with what is
trepidation and
detest.
All in one breath
weak at the knees
and angry
I fall before you,
and yet nothing.
Shamefully, I
lie, face in the dusty
barren sea of weeds li
Telling a Girl You Love Her... by RawrMonsterRawr, literature
Literature
Telling a Girl You Love Her...
When Telling a Girl You Love Her: A message to thick-skulled boys from a sincerly offended woman.
When telling a girl you love her for the first time, you should NOT
-do it via text message
( i luv u babe
Life starts as a seed. Small and seemingly insignificant, we blow in the wind, scatter, and try to find our place in the world. Hopefully, eventually, we find where we belong. And then, we begin to grow. We grow together, and as we grow, we learn.
We learn about the glorious things in life that -like the sun and the rain- help us grow, stretching our ever fragile limbs to the sky and reaching our potential. Like anything in life, however, our blessed existence isn't perfect. We also learn about the hard things, like a drought (or even something as simple as writers-block). But the hardships in life make us stronger.
We
It starts out as a speck, an imperfect little smudge on the clear window of life. It isn't that noticeable, but you seem to bend yourself around it to hid and demolish it. You twist and turn your increasingly depressive and dark thoughts around it. You are distorted. It grows and spreads like blood on water. You bend your neck to hide your face in unmasking shame. How dare you not be exactly like everyone else? Growing like weeds in your heart, your little imperfection squeezes and restricts your thoughts until you cannot recognize your face in the mirror. Your thoughts mesh together and slowly shrink into a blissful nothing. Self-destructi
Pitter-patter, whisper storm.
Raindrops in my head.
As I sleep, it pitter-pats
and drips into my bed.
It drip drip drops and splashes
and rains for days, it seems.
Then splish splash sploosh; pretty soon
it's raining in my dreams.
I can not sleep. Can't even think-
insomniatic dread.
'Till pitter-pa
Pitter-patter, whisper storm.
Raindrops in my head.
As I sleep, it pitter-pats
and drips into my bed.
It drip drip drops and splashes
and rains for days, it seems.
Then splish splash sploosh; pretty soon
it's raining in my dreams.
I can not sleep. Can't even think-
insomniatic dread.
'Till pitter-pa
So it is 6:30 am and I've not yet been to sleep.
Why?
'Cause journalism is damn hard.
And also because I procrastinated like a motherfuck. Deadline on Tuesday? Ah, who needs interviews... O.O
So my best friend has been obsessed with the tv show Supernatural, and I've started watching it so I can sometimes figure out what the hell she is talking about.
Jensen Ackles has the most beautiful lips I have ever seen...
Okay so I never do anything anymore and...........................................................................................................................................................
all of this is so un-updated and...........................................................................................................................................................
I was reading through some of my old stuff and holey fuck do I suck.
But at least I can rhyme.
.